Just Another Regular Blog

I just don’t get it, how is it possible that some folks just see a new chapter and bam, like a thousand new fanfics appear in the site while I’m here unable to sit and write even a single line of the new chapter of mine? I mean, I don’t want them to end like the last one I tried to write (I just couldn’t finish it), and I have the ideas in my head but I just can’t force myself to write something, just today I opened the file, stared at it for five minutes and then I closed it and turned off my pc… I need motivation…

You know, today I turned 26, and as strange as it may sound, my life so far has been… let’s say… good, I have a good job, a wonderful family and so many things thaf makes me happy, and yet… I certanly can say that is not enough, my life is not complete, there are so many thinghs still missing and so other aspects that I need to change and that I know I can do, but somehow I can’t perform, something is wrong here, and so many others have told me about it, but I just can’t get to change, maybe is just the way I am, but I don’t feel totally happy about it…